I'm always reminding myself of how resilient I have to be, that someone is counting on me, that I'm counting on myself. Sometimes I need someone else to remind me, but that someone isn't anybody, now. I don't need handouts or monetary assistance. I just need someone to believe in me, to agree that life is kicking me when I'm down, but to tell me that they know that I can get back up. I just need a reminder, your voice, motivation. That's all the help I'll ever need in this life, but I need it so desperately. I can't keep doing this on my own.